I know that feeling. No one will come up and talk to you, and you find yourself feeling like you’re about to forget how to talk. This is something that only people who really experienced, knows this. ‘Cause I’m already tired of this sick, annoying life. You can’t go to the beautiful mountain, ‘cause you won’t find any fun there. And then you can’t cry, ‘cause even if you were looking for, you won’t find the exactly reason. And THAT, really pisses you off. Isn’t there something that will fulfill you so much with happiness to the point of overflowing? If there is, why the hell can’t I find it? C’mon. Even if I’m concerned, even though my heart is in such despair…if I can dream of you, I’m still okay. And then you think: “Oh, I’m being too pessimist”. It’s really that? If it is…than I’m already dead. I wonder what you’re dreaming of. In your dream…do I appear? (ok, that was emo).
